He said he was going to call me. And I really, really doubt that he wont for the rest of the night. But it's OK, since I figured already he wouldn't. I know that's not very positive, but no one [who says they will] ever calls the Norie. It's just way of life.
I... pine for a boyfriend. I really do. It gets so lonely. Especially when you have friends who have someone they can kiss, hug, and cuddle with. I don't like it, at all. It just felt so nice when I had my first kiss. I felt wanted. I dunno, I just really want an actual boyfriend this year. But, of course, to get that I have to work for it? Meh.
It's amusing when my dad gets mad when there's a little peanut butter left in one container, and so I open the new one... he acts as if I broke something. I feel like I shouldn't come over here anymore. There's no point. No point at all, if I just watch TV and go on the Internet. Aren't I supposed to be spending quality time with him? Or something? Jeez. I'm feeling deprived of a father.
I feel bad about what's going on in the south after Katrina. I'm sitting here in a ... could be warmed up, but cold at the moment room, while people don't even have food to eat. It's terrible. I wish there was I, as a person, could do. I wish there was something I could do about all the starvation, destruction and poverty going on in the world. But there's nothing I can do right now. But sit and watch what happens. One of my friends who is in the Marines is going to go volunteer in New Orleans. I wish the best of luck to him and the others volunteering.
Well, that's all for me. I think I babbled on enough.
♥Norie
×Hates×
Violence. Drugs. Alcohol. Insecurity. Summer. Annoying people.