Forgive me father, why do I bother... try honesty.
At 2:30 p.m. on October 15, 2005

He asked me if I wanted to go back out again. I told him that I couldn't, I couldn't stand having a long distance again. I just can't do it. He took it personally, and got upset- I hated it. I hate making him hurt. I talked to Kyle about it, he said everything would be alright- and it was. Rockboy loves me so much, and I'm so scared because I don't feel the same way about him as I used too and as much as he does. I don't know what to do. And I feel like I have no emotions whatsoever. No strong emotions anyway. It's like I don't care anymore. I don't want to lead him on... -sigh-.

I'm going bowling with Kyle and Chocolate tonight, hopefully that will keep my mind off of things.

& that's all I have to say for now. =/

♥Norie

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Nora. Seventeen. Senior. Insecure. Hopeless romantic. Quiet. Lazy.

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