Well I told him how I felt… or rather how I didn’t feel about him. Of course he took it how I thought he would; acting like a child, saying how he meant nothing to me, and blah blah blah. If it weren’t for the deep voice, I’d think he was a girl. I wanted him to try and understand what I was telling him, but he didn’t seem to want too. I’m not even worrying about it, because I figured it would’ve happened. Maybe he’ll come around, and if he doesn’t, then oh well. He’s nineteen, he shouldn’t think that I was his only.
I went to this Screamland, four haunted houses that you walk through, last night with Babs. To be honest, it wasn’t that scary. The only scary part was when some maniac was walking towards me, in those blinking strobe lights [I think that’s what it was]. Lot’s of screaming, I almost went deaf since some 11-year-old girls were walking behind us, and would scream in my ear.
I’m feeling really lonely right now. And I really don’t know why. It just sprung on me last night, all of a sudden. Maybe it’s because I saw a lot of couples there, holding hands, and I just felt lonely. When will I ever get the chance to be happy? Even if it is for a short period of time, I just want… something.
I wrote a poem earlier, which can be read here.
♥Norie
×Hates×
Violence. Drugs. Alcohol. Insecurity. Summer. Annoying people.