I'm sitting here, on the verge of crying. I've been on the edge since yesterday. I don't know why. Sometimes I just hate being a hormonal teenage girl. I hate having emotions. When I have emotions, they're full blown feelings. It's like I don't even think about it and just dive right into them. I just hate being lonely...
It's so hard when it's just me who knows how I feel. I want to explode and tell somebody. But I don't think that would satisfy my wanting to be freed of my feelings. I don't know. I'm so confused. I say that a lot.
Also, sometimes I just wish I didn't have to speak to anyone, and could just curl up into a ball. Forget about everything, and everything, everyone would forget about me. It would be so much easier. For them, at least.
I just hate being me, some times.
♥Norie
×Hates×
Violence. Drugs. Alcohol. Insecurity. Summer. Annoying people.