I can’t wait for August. I’ll hopefully be seeing Rockboy and Kittie <3. They’re both moving up here. Yay. Rockboy… mmm Rockboy. I love him. He makes me laugh at everything, he makes me happy, and he loves me. He says he does. I don’t get why he does. He makes me happy. And it feels so different then before, but I always say that.
Random outburst: I LOVE THIS SONG!!! Imagine<3 Listen to the lyrics, the next time you hear this song. Just listen.
Imagine no possesions,
I wonder if you can,
No need for greed or hunger,
A brotherhood of man,
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...
If only the world could be like that. But no… the world’s filled with whackos and nut jobs. Selfish people and cruel people. Why? Is my only question. I just don’t get how someone can just kill someone… for pleasure. What joy do they get out of destroying a person’s life? Maybe it’s what I learned in health about violence: it all revolves around power and control. I just don’t get the world.
Tomorrow I’m going driving… scary. Went driving again last night. I really hope my instructor doesn’t make me go on busy streets. I’m just so scared. Give me confidence? It’s just… driving a car… I don’t think I can control it, I don’t trust myself in control over something. I can’t handle the anxiety, especially when my mother keeps raising her voice at me and making me panic. I need relaxation. Help?
♥ Norie
×Hates×
Violence. Drugs. Alcohol. Insecurity. Summer. Annoying people.