I had a weird dream last night. I hate how when you wake up, the dreams you have you either forget, or they go slowly, even when you want to remember them. Anyway. At a part in the dream, I was in this store kind of like Hot Topic, which was pretty cramped, and I was with a friend, can't remember who. I was looking around, and then some exaggeratively tall guy started talking to me, I think he worked there. Then I'm becoming dizzy, and I black out, next thing I'm watching myself being carried out of the store by the guy. I don't know why this dream is so significant to me. I couldn't stop thinking about it all day.
Not sure if I have ever went into detail about Brick. But I met him about a year and a half ago in a chat room, and he became my first friend in the Yahoo! chat room Northwest:1. Anyway, around then he'd say he liked me, and would e-flirt with me and Chocolate, so I kept getting mixed signals, and then he starting 'dating' some girl who was a big e-whore. So now, he's saying he likes me, and some weeks ago, we had our first 'intimate' conversation. I don't know if I believe him, and it really doesn't matter if I do or not, because nothing is going to happen. I only decided to write about him today because last night he finally sang to me after so long, and it was beautiful. =) Almost made me want to like country.
I think I'm pregnant. Seriously. Today I kept smelling really pungent smells, and they were really full blown. But of course I'm not pregnant, maybe it was my mind playing tricks on me... Hmm.
I am such a boring person. And I'm bored with my life. I do nothing. I am worthless, I have nothing to live for. I have no friends to really do things with. This is depressing. Sheesh. How did I get this way?
I've had the urge to cry for a day. It's because I'm getting more emotional, since it's nearly that time of the month. Whenever it's this time, I always get stupidly emotional. It's... stupid.
I hate school.
♥Norie
×Hates×
Violence. Drugs. Alcohol. Insecurity. Summer. Annoying people.