Today sucked. It started off good with the fact of it being late arrival, but it turned sour... I just couldn't stop thinking back on things, and not just letting it go. It's just big drama, and me being... a loser. Brick said he liked me a month ago. A mutual friend, Kyra, went to see him last weekend. Brick now likes Kyra. Kyra finds out her ex-boyfriend she's still liking has moved on. Brick and Kyra are seeing each other again this weekend, and either he's coming up here or she's going there again. I'm jealous. Why? Partly, I guess, because I may still have some feelings for him, how little they may be. Secondly, I haven't got to see him yet, and I really want to see him. I'm having twisted emotions about this. I'd be happy for them if they did start going out, but I'd still feel... abandoned.
I'm going over to Kyra's weekend after this one, to see a whole bunch of people I haven't seen in awhile, and to watch Rent. Yay. I get to see Chocolate. -dances-
So, the night before last I was talking to King, and we were talking about hanging out sometime, but we didn't plan anything. Yesterday was an early release day, so my friend Melissa and I decided to go to the mall, well we got bored and took the max to Pioneer Courthouse Square, and while we were waiting for the max back towards Gresham, I was pondering the thought of seeing King since he doesn't live to far away from where we were. We got on the max, and BAM! there he was. "Who are you?" Looking embarrassed and confused. "Are you Norie?" Haha. I can't believe that loser didn't recognize me.
Yes, I just thought that was a funny story. We might be doing something this weekend, I don't know though.
I want to update this thing regularly, but it's like I don't know how to anymore. I either don't know what to write about, or how to write what I want to say. I keep thinking about writing to entertain people, but it's not like anyone reads this anyway. This is my diary, I shouldn't worry what people think about it, unless I'm being reviewed. Ha.
This was fun... not really.
♥Norie
×Hates×
Violence. Drugs. Alcohol. Insecurity. Summer. Annoying people.