This weekend was interesting. Let's say that I wasn't jealous of Brick and Kyra... I wasn't able to be. Hehe.
One minute I was sitting in a nice, comfy chair watching The Forty-Year-Old Virgin, next minute I'm half sitting on top of Kyra's friend Paul... next minute I'm making out with him on the love seat. I don't remember how we got to that part, but I only got to watch bits and pieces of Rent, what we were watching. And let's just say that... I tried something new that Sunday morning. Even though... I didn't actually do much. Hehe.
So now I feel like a whore, for doing things with a guy I had just met. But I do like him... which is crazy, I know. But we did have a chance to talk that night, haha. I don't think he'd want to go out with me, even though he told me that I was beautiful, that I have pretty eyes, and doesn't think I'm fat ['voluptuous' is the word he used]. It was nice... and I don't want to wait 2 1/2 years for it to happen again.
Sigh. This is why I was happy not liking anybody, I don't have the insecurities when I don't. It sucks.
Other than that, the night was pretty fun. Didn't get much sleep. People got drunk, and started telling jokes. Paul videotaped walking in on Kyra and Brick in the bedroom... "Suprise, mother-fuckers!" Oh, dear... that was funny.
I have a headache now, because today just isn't my day. I banged my head TWICE, and it hurts. And minor things are seeming like big things. Blah. Stupid day.
♥Norie
×Hates×
Violence. Drugs. Alcohol. Insecurity. Summer. Annoying people.