Today is the [not so] wonderful Thanksgiving. Where you get to eat until you burst. I do that all the time, so what’s the point of having a special day for that? Though of course it’s not initially for that reason, it’s to spend time with your family and give thanks and all that Hallmark crap. We’re going over to my aunt’s house in a few hours, and I kind of don’t want to go. I always feel like a loner around my family. I don’t know why. Maybe it’s because all of my cousins are so beautiful, and skinny, and flaw-free. But I love them, so it’s not like I envy them, because I don’t. I just kind of wish I was more apart of the family than I am. And it’s going to suck because it’s going to be most of my uncle’ s side of the family there, and Grammy wont be there. Is it weird to feel alienated from your family?
Last night I had a dream... A sexual fantasy kind of dream. I'm not becoming perverted am I? It's not my fault! It's not like I want these dreams! Aaaah. Shut up.
It’s ironic that for my CAM class I’m doing a project on friendships, when all of mine are disintegrating. That was random.
You know what sucks? When a lot of your clothes are starting to get smaller…
I need help.
♥Norie
×Hates×
Violence. Drugs. Alcohol. Insecurity. Summer. Annoying people.