I've been listening to Coheed and Cambria a lot lately. I don't know why, because everytime I listen to them or wear the shirt I got at the concert, I think of Rockboy. I talked to him earlier. It was shit.
Two things I learned today: I am a zero, and I am shit at writing an argumentative essay on gay marriages.
I went to the mall with Babs and Kayray today, to find a dress for winter formal. Right now, thinking about it, I'm terrified to go, because I don't want to get stuck with my friends. I actually want to dance with a boy... Babs got a dress that, I think, is really small and short for her body type. I mentioned she should get a size up, I was being nice about it too, but she got it anyway. I don't even know why she's even going to winter formal, when she's dropping out of school. -shrug- We went to this little restaurant place to eat, and somehow we got on the topic of having sex and fooling around. I held up my hand as a zero, and for the remainder of the time we were there I was called a zero. Sure, they were joking about it, but it still kind of hurt.
I'd go on about what else happened, but I think I'll bore myself.
Tonight's one of those nights that I just want to break down and cry. I feel like a failure, and even a zero. My dad read the beginnings of my essay, and told me it was redundant. That almost all my sentences didn't make sense. Well, I'm sorry that it's my first fucking argumentative essay.
I need more Coheed.
♥Norie
×Hates×
Violence. Drugs. Alcohol. Insecurity. Summer. Annoying people.