Why are all my friends becoming extinct? I rarely talk to anyone anymore. Not even Chocolate. It’s not very happy, because I don’t want to become a hermit. But all the friends I have I never feel like I can talk to about most things. It’s getting very lonely being me.
Why do people only tend to talk to me if they have a problem? Especially Keith. He only talks to me if something happens with his current girlfriend. Maybe he thinks I’m the go-to person for relationship help. God knows why anyone would think that, when I haven’t had at least one real relationship in my life. –shrug- Whatever.
I think I’m starting to get used to the idea of being single, I don’t like it, but I’m getting used to it. Plus, I shouldn’t have to worry about that stuff, right?
Gah, I’m trying to find review sites to review my diary, but most of them haven’t been updated in months. What the hell is up with that? Sheesh.
Damn, I need to get working on my Christmas shopping. Speaking of… It doesn’t even seem like its Christmastime. It’s changed so much the past few years, it’s not like it used to be. I remember a few weeks before we’d go over to my grandparent’s house and decorate cookies, but that stopped after my grandpa died in 2004. And then we stopped going to Grammy’s on Christmas morning and switched it to Christmas Eve. Why can’t it just be like it used too? Christmas is so commercialized now. It’s all about the presents.
Sad days.
♥Norie
×Hates×
Violence. Drugs. Alcohol. Insecurity. Summer. Annoying people.