I've been really emotional today. I really don't know why. Maybe it's almost that time of the month. Bah. Damn being a female!
For our CAM class we had to compile a Junior Portfolio that feature things relating to that CAM. I didn't do the job shadow portion of it. BAD. I got a D on it. A D! I've never gotten a D on any assignment before. It was a D+. When I saw it written on the grade sheet, it was if the plus was mocking me. How can a low grade have a postive? And it's really bad because I have a C in that class already. I don't need it to graduate, but I've never gotten a C in a class as a final grade. Never. I don't think it's all my fault, because whenever I try I still do something wrong. I think it's the teacher. She just doesn't like me.
My birthday is in a week. June 3rd. One year closer to being a legal adult. When I can buy cigarettes, and go into porn shops. The latter is probably what I would only do. I really want to do something for my birthday, but it's too late to plan a party, plus there's nowhere to have it. I might just end up going bowling with someone, maybe. That is if I can find a friend to go with me.
All my friends are leaving me. Chocolate is so wrapped up with her... I can't say girlfriend, because they're not actually going out... But I barely get to talk to her because she's always with Kiki. I might see her tomorrow at Kyra's tomorrow. That'd be fun, but she might bring Kiki along. Sigh. I'm going to be the fifth wheel tomorrow anyway.
I'm trying really hard to forget about falling in love... or just finding a nice guy, but I can't help myself. Every cute guy I see, I melt. I end up daydreaming about what could happen. I get depressed in movies where the girl gets a guy. What is WRONG with me? It's probably gonna take awhile, but I'm going to try. I have the power too.
Last notes: -I hate acne.
-I hate food.
♥Norie
×Hates×
Violence. Drugs. Alcohol. Insecurity. Summer. Annoying people.